We went out to dinner at Tepanyaki!
It was my choice, and I had a lot of fun.
I wanted to pick a place that you can't really take a kid,
and I'm glad Luke wasn't there because
I'm pretty sure he would not have appreciated the "fire" show!
It was a nice distraction from our very very busy boy.
I started to worry about Luke, so I made us go home a little earlier than planned.
We played 3 games of pool.
Gilbert won all 3 of course,
but I gave him a run for his money,
which he was surprised at.
It came down to the last ball every game.
We asked him if he missed us, and he just laughed.
Then I felt guilt after we got home for leaving him.
It wasn't an hour later that he started throwing up for the night!
Then I started feeling even more guilty.
It has been over a year since we last got a baby sitter,
and now, I'm not sure when the next time will be.
I felt so bad, I let Luke sleep with me all night
and I could tell his tummy was hurting him all night!
I'm sure it was just some stomach bug, but of couse it would happen on the very night I decided to get a sitter, and the same night that I actually enjoyed myself during dinner without him!
I can't believe I am admitting that!
Oh well, I think he will forgive me :)
I can't believe I am admitting that!
Oh well, I think he will forgive me :)
Do not feel guilty. You wouldn't have gone if you knew he was sick, and everyone needs a break once in a while. You are a good mom!
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